Where do I fit in this world?

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Finally! I just got back from a formal interview with Blockbuster and I just got the job!
It's only part time at the moment, but now I have nothing left to work for
(except Blockbuster that is.)
I'm studying at college at the moment and I have a job. All without ever going to school. XD

"My theory goes like this: If all space is curved, then our universe is, in totality, more or less a sphere.
The universe may be, according to my theory, a single cell within a multiverse of cells, embedded within a large organ of more cells, up against more organs, and within an intelligent body of billions of universes/cells, connected together through the pores of black holes, exchanging new matter and energy with gravitational magnetism."

Similar to one of my theories.

http://damncoolpics.blogspot.com/2008/03/inside-real-life-simpsons-house.html

I want it x3

I was curious. Human beings are viruses right? Is the universe a far more evolved version of the human body, and we're just viruses within it? I mean, a planet is a nucleus with orbiting electrons and neutrons.
If the universe is a human being, it must be at a certain stage of growth, either at a young immature stage, it's peak, or at a dying weak state. The fact that small viruses can travel from
human to human, shape-shift and replicate at a far higher state than we can, the universe must be at a very early stage in it's evolution. We can't even hop between planets yet.

I'm cute and you know it!

That's right! I wear makeup. I'm a punk now D:

Went shopping today and was in need of a new winter jacket. 100 pounds well spent.

I FINALLY get my padiatrist appointment after six months with a painful ingrown tonail.
I was meaning to get it sorted before Eurofurence, but I never got the appointment card so I missed it. The next earliest from then was today, and they wrote down the wrong hospital, when I was supposed to be in Deddington (I wouldn't be able to get there anyway, can't drive).
The next appointment they can make for me, is on the 1st of December. I am gonna be in so much pain, I'm trying to get into college so I'm going to have to walk down there every single morning.
I've lived with it for the entire year now, so I guess I have to accept that it will now be part of my life.
It was supposed to be the best year of my life, and now all I'm going to do is look back on the bad things.

Some days I wish I could cry.
At least the appointment is at 11:10 on the 1st. (If you read an earlier entry of mine, my whole life revolves around the numbers 1111, so I guess it was meant to be)

The universe is a living organism, just as we are.
Everything is a large version of the small, it evolves just as we do, evolution evolves just as we do. We are merely an atom, perhaps a virus content on destroying our own planet.

There is no meaning to life, it just is.
Everything is nothing, reality is just a vision created by the pattern that everything beats. It has no purpose, just to grow, and that it's self has no meaning.

From now on, you can’t tell lies, are you ready?: :3 Yes!

Think back eight months ago, were you single?: Yup

What do you carry with you at all times?: My phone, wallet and flat keys

Who was the last person of the opposite sex you text messaged?: My best friend, Ende

How are you feeling?: Listening to Japanese music to candlelight. Pretty calm and relaxed

Is something wrong right now?: Nope. Though the radio station is having technical difficulties D:

Are you mad at someone?: Never

Do you plan on sleeping in tomorrow?: Always. Woke up at 5pm today XD

Are you jealous of someone right now?: Most people

Do you have a piggy bank that’s actually shaped like a pig?: Nope, but I have one shaped in a giant Coke bottle

What’s the last thing you put in your mouth?: Err.. <.< Sun Lolly acctualy.

What are you suppose to be doing right now?: Nothing ):

Have you ever changed clothes in a vehicle?: Does a hat count?

Could you handle a long distance relationship?: Have done so a few times

Could you cry right now?: Well this song is pretty sad, but nope

Do you ever think about stuff and start crying?: If I want to, so no. About thrice have I cried in the past two years, and they were for good reason

Are you okay with the life you live?: Could be better. It's very boring, but it is how it is

Did you enjoy your day today?: Watched Sin City, that was the highlight of my day. So, somewhat

Do you have a tattoo?: Nope. Might get a small one someday

Would you ever get any piercings on your body, other than your ear?: Maybe. Thinking about it

What was the last thing you spent money for?: Swimming goggles

Who was the last person you talked to on the phone?: My Mum

Do you call it Fall or Autumn?: Autumn

Honestly, who makes you happy most of the time?: The few people I really adore

What were you up to at 9pm last night?: Watching TV

Do you hold grudges?: Never

Pick a word that starts with the first letter of your first name?: Cock :3

In the past seventy-two hours, have you been under the influence?: Nooo

Who was your last text from?: Pinky Raccoon <3

Who was your last phone call from?: From? Plumber I think

One thing you’re looking forward to?: One romantic, wonderful night with someone

Are you shy at first when it comes to meeting people?: Very

Has anyone ever called you sexy?: Many times *flexes* :D

What color is your camera?: Silver

Have you ever overheard a conversation you weren’t supposed to?: Probably

Have you ever lived in Pennsylvania, Arizona, or Hawaii?: Nope

Have you ever lived in Quebec, Dubai, or Chihuahua?: Nope, but my best friend lives in Dubai D:

Did you even know Chihuahua was a place?: I do now

By the way, what is your name?: Chaaaaarlie the Unicorn

Are you currently in a relationship?: Nope, but looking

How many letters does your name have in it?: 20 in total (including middle name)

Do you like being home alone or does it freak you out?: I love being alone

Have you ever had to stay overnight at a hospital?: I don't think so, no

How old is the youngest person in your household?: Me, 18 :3

Do you have one of those friends that just have to constantly be in a relationship? Just has to be* you mean? I haven't asked, but odds are, yes

You don't want me to be sad do you?

EF was good fun, despite lonely. The second I got into the hotel, my roomie said he'd be rooming with someone else. Friends for three years, so was a shame.
But I'm feeling good how I'm back.

Pictures are here:
http://s169.photobucket.com/albums/u212/KitCoon/2009/Eurofurence%2015/


I'm looking everywhere for a job, still no luck, but I'm sure I'll find one. I have a family party tomorrow at my Aunty's mansion, Otis from The Gadget Show will be there.
Lots of free food. Nomnom.

EF was fun :3

All packed!

I just heard my Mum had a heart attack this morning, and I turn on the TV just now and it's the scene on Friends where Phoebe has a heart attack. Creepy!

If you think about it, humans themselves are a terraformer. We breed and keep excistance going, we grow the planet, planets grow the universe so they are themselves terraformers. The universe it's self is a terraformer by the way it grows and creates new life. So is evolution.
Our past and future, if you look at our history, it all works on the same pattern as the universe does. So if everything is a larger version of the smaller, then in our future, we will very mostly likely follow that same pattern and learn to terraform planets.

If you look at the big picture, and calculate millions of years of history, you can predict our very excistance to one basic equation.

At the start of April, I went to the doctor because my toe was hurting. He said I had an ingrown toenail and should see a podiatrist. I waited six weeks till my appointment, and he put a bandage on it and told me it was okay. Another month later, it was hurting again, so I returned to the doctor, who booked me an appointment to have it sorted, another six weeks, today I go to the podiatrist to have it fixed, and he put a bondage on it and told me to wait another six weeks.

If something needs surgery, you CAN'T wait six weeks. It completely removes the point!
It's not so bad that I can't go to Eurofurence, but I was hoping it would healed up by then, so I wouldn't be in complete agony.